Wednesday, July 15, 2009
A positive attitude and a positive faith
Dear devotees,
Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! My humble obeisances!
I am beginning to see the power of my thoughts. The nature of those thoughts decides how sincerely I perform anything. If they are really positive, I have been able to work with more sincerity than I thought I was capable of. Unfortunately this can also prove to be my undoing if my faith is broken and I fall down to negative thoughts. Within my limitations, how well I can do something is governed only by my thoughts, so I have to go and do some mind reprogramming so that I can keep going strong. I see this as a very useful gift from the Lord for devotion because I can voluntarily set my attitude towards devotion. It is possible to become as sincere as I can be in chanting, or any other service, etc... by the power of positive suggestions. Positive suggestion to the mind is an asset which not everyone realize.
It requires a lot of positive thinking. Earlier I wrote about faith. But to have faith our thoughts have to be fully positive. It is not easy, I know. There are days when the whole world becomes enemy and screams, "You will never become a devotee. You have betrayed us. You have disappointed us. You have done an unforgivable crime. You have broken our hearts. For this, our anger will not leave you. You will pay for this. Whatever you may become, someday you'll live to regret this....etc...etc..." So many negative thoughts. That is the way maya works. Some people take this as a sign that they have failed in devotion and they lose heart and become negative. Nothing can down a person's faith more than that -- a negative attitude and negative thoughts.
Previously I used to lose heart and drown in an ocean of negativity. But finally one day my spiritual masters pointed it out that material circumstances have no power to attack devotion unless we give them permission to do so. So we must be positive. People have umpteen reasons to find fault in us. We are not perfect. Ok, so what? Since we have resolved to become devotees, we should not fear that. Who has the power to curse in Kali Yuga? None of those souls can really curse. We must take shelter of the Supreme Lord even more during these times. Even if they had powers to curse us, those souls have to get past Lord Nityananda -- no chance. As for us we should just forgive ourselves for our limitations and try to correct them, if possible.
So these bad days, all the yelling, beating, curses and negative atmosphere are simply psychological warfare tactics. We are tested psychologically and the cure is a positive attitude. First understand this -- In devotion, you can never become a failure unless you want to fail. No one can come in your way. It is only you who can kill your own devotion by desiring things like Vaishnava aparadha -- which we all do not want. So our opportunity is never lost. Look up and tell yourself, "I am going to succeed. Their words are just words. They will be utterly disproved. Those who curse me to fail in devotion will see the truth for themselves. They cannot harm my devotion. I will become a devotee even if the whole world brands me as a gone case. All this simply makes me even more determined than ever. I throw the negativism into the garbage bin!" That's being positive! And when one is positive, one's faith increases. Externally it may be hell out there, but within you go closer and closer to the Lord.
Unnecessary fears -- the what ifs -- "What if this...or that...or him/her/they....". "Will it or will it not...." should be treated like taboo because they make us skeptic. Being skeptical even after having experienced everything this far will be a big roadblock for pure faith. Such thoughts should be dismissed with positive counter-attacks. When we keep beating the mind up with positive spiritual thoughts, we can force taste in devotion to come even if it does not come naturally. There is nothing more important in devotion than our attitude towards it. The Lord and the spiritual masters always show their boundless love and mercy, so we only have to watch ourselves.
After all, pure devotion is the goal of our life friends! If it won't come spontaneously, then it has to come by force. And we can do it. We just have to accept it and advance with simple, positive faith!
Daaso'smi,
Srinath
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