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Monday, May 18, 2009

Which great Vaishnava wrote this poem?


Dear devotees,

       Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! My humble pranams!

       I need to know which Vaishnava wrote this poem of 108 verses glorifying Lord Gaura's names, forms, qualities, pastimes, abodes and devotees. It is fantastic. Prepare to EXPLODE! But please excuse the layout and typos. I just got this poem from somewhere and I don't know who wrote it.

Sri Gaura-kirtana
Unknown Author

Text 1
sri-gaura-namani susundarani
jihva-tale me krpaya lilekha ya eva tasmai gurave parasmai
nato 'smy aham sri-prabhupada-namne
sri-gaura-namani - the names of Lord Gaura;  susundarani - beautiful; jihva-tale - on the tongue; me - of me;  krpaya - mercifully; lilekha - wrote; ya - who; eva - indeed; tasmai - to  him; gurave - the guru; parasmai - transcendental; natah - bowing down;  asmy - am; aham - I; sri-prabhupada-namne - named Srila Prabhupada.
I offer my respectful obeisances to His Divine Grace A C  Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada my spiritual master who wrote  the beautiful names of Lord Gaura on my tongue.

Text 2
mama nimantranam adya nisamya mad-
dhrdaya-pathy ahaha harsa-pada-nidhih nayana-pankaja-drstir ihesvarah
kramatu gaura-harih karunamayah
mama - of me; nimantranam - invitation; adya - now;  nisamya - hearing; mat - of me; hrdaya-pathy - on the path of the  heart; ahaha - aha; harsa-pada-nidhih - a treausry of words of  happiness; nayana-pankaja-drstih - glance of the lotus eyes;  iha - here; isvarah - the Supreme Personality of Godhead;   kramatu - may walk; gaura-harih - Lord gaura-Hari;  karunamayah - merciful.
May blissful merciful all-powerful lotus-eyed Lord Gaura-Hari accept my invitation and place His lotus feet in My heart.

Text 3
mamakam hrdaya-vrtti-paduka-
yugmakam sprsatu gaurasundarah pada-pankaja-yugam samarpayen
mamake manasi gaurasundarah
mamakam - my; hrdaya - heart; vrtti - actions;  paduka - slippers; yugmakam - pair; sprsatu - may touch;  gaurasundarah - Lord Gaura; pada-pankaja-yugam - lotus feet;  samarpayet - may place; mamake - of me; manasi - in the heart;  gaurasundarah - Lord Gaura.
My Lord Gaurasundara accept the slippers that are my  thoughts and place His lotus feet in my heart.

Text 4
gaura gaura gaura gaura
gaura gaura gaura gaura gaura gaura gaura gaura
heti kirtayami nityam
gaura - Gaura; ha - O; iti - thus; kirtayami - I chant;  nityam - always.
Again and again I chant Gaura, Gaura, Gaura, Gaura, Gaura,  Gaura, Gaura, Gaura, Gaura, Gaura, Gaura, Gaura, Gaura, Gaura,  Gaura, Gaura!

Text 5
tisthat� amrta-purnogham
nityam mangala-karanam papa-nasam param divyam
gaura-ity-aksara-dvayam
tisthatv - may stand; amrta-purnogham - flooded with  nectar; nityam - always; mangala-karanam - auspicious;  papa-nasam - destroying sin; param - great;;  divyam - transcendental; gaura-ity-aksara-dvayam - the two  syllables Gaura.
May the two splendid syllables Gaura which are a flood of  nectar and which bring auspiciousness and destroy sins stay  always on my tongue.

Text 6
patitatamese
mayi su-visanne sakaruna-cittah
krpayatu gaurah
patitatamese - the most fallen; mayi - to me; su-visanne - very  unhappy; sakaruna-cittah - merciful heart; krpayatu - may be  merciful; gaurah - Lord Gaura.
May merciful Lord Gaura be kind to me the most fallen and  unhappy.

Text 7
sri-gaura-namaham aho gadami
sri-gaura-murtim pranato 'smi nityam sri-gaura-pujam satatam karomi
sri-gaura-kirtim jagate vadami
sri-gaura-nama - the name of Lord Gaura; aham - I; ahah - Oh;  gadami�say; sri-gaura-murtim - the form of Lord Gaura;  pranato 'smi - I bou down; nityam - always; sri-gaura-pujam - the  worship of Lord Gaura; satatam - always; karomi - I do; sri- gaura-kirtim - the praise of Lord Gaura; jagate - to the world; vadami - I speak.
Again and again I chant the holy name of Lord Gaura Again  and again I bou down before Lord Gaura Again and again I worship  Lord Gaura Again and again I tell the world the glories of Lord  Gaura.

Text 8
sri-gaura-padambuja-padukasti
sa ity aho bhasata eva lokah sri-gaura-padambuja-yugmakagre
natam muhur mam satatam pradrsya
sri-gaura-padambuja -  Lord Gaura's lotus feet;  paduka - the slippers; asti - is; sa - he; ity - thus; ahah - Oh;  bhasata - may say; evaindeed; lokah - the people; sri-gaura- padambuja-yugmakagre - at the tip of Lord Gaura's feet;  natam - bowed down; muhuh - again and again; mam - me; satatam - always;  pradrsya - seeing.
May I bow down before Lord Gaura again and again May the  people say His head has become Lord Gaura's slippers".

Text 9
kulyai tavananta-krpa-tarangini-
dharam nayantya amitamrtam subham sadbhih krtayai hi punar-bhavat sthalad
yantrani dehi mama gaura daivata
kulyai - for a canal; tava - of You; ananta - limitless;  krpa - mercy; tarangini - oceran; dharam - flood;  nayantyai - leading; amitamrtam - limitless nectar;  subham - auspicious; sadbhih - by the devotees; krtayai - done;  hi - indeed; punar-bhavat - repeated birth; sthalat - place;  yantrani - tools; dehi - please give; mama - to me; gaura - O Lord Gaura;  daivata - O Supreme Personality of Godhead.
O Lord Gaura please give me some tools so that in this  lifetime I may help in digging a canal that leads from the  limitless nectar-ocean of Your mercy to this world of birth and  death.

Text 10
ka gatir iha madiya-janmani
marga-kuttima-silastu mad-bhavam gaura-pada-kamalasya samsrti-
jangalam carata aihikam bhuvi
ka - what?; gatih - the goal; iha - here; madiya-janmani - in my  lifetime; marga - of the path; kuttima - of the pavement; sila - a  stone; astu - may be; mad-bhavam - my lifetime; gaura-pada- kamalasya - of Lord Gaura's lotus feet; samsrti - of the material creation; jangalam - the jungle; carata - wandering; aihikam - here;  bhuvi - in the world.
What shall I do with this lifetime� I shall turn this  lifetime into one of the steppingstones Lord Gaura uses in His  path to the jungle of this world.

Text 11
ka gatir iha madiya-janmani
kavya-kary aha bhavany aham bhuvi gaura-kirtanam iha bravany aham
mangalam prati-janam muhur muhuh
ka - what; gatih - the goal; iha - here; madiya-janmani - onm my  life; kavya-kary - an author of poetry; aha - aha; bhavany - poems;  aham - I; bhuvi - in the world; gaura - of Lord Gaura; kirtanam - the  glorification; iha - here; bravany - will speak; aham - I;  mangalam - auspicious; prati-janam - to every person; muhur muhuh - again  and again.
What shall I do with this lifetime� I will become a poet To  everyone I meet I will tell the news of Lord Gaura.   

Text 12
kim kim kim gaura-premabja-
bijam narohaty adyaiva mat-hrt-marv-akhyayam bhumyam
varam varam varam datta
kim - why?; kim - why?; kim - why?; gaura - for Lord Gaura; prema - of  love; abja - of the lotus flower; bijam - the seed; na - not;  arohaty - grows; adya - today; eva - indeed; mat-hrt - of my heart;  mar�-akhyayam - the desert; bhumyam - place; varam - again;  varam - and again; varam - and again; datta - placed.
Why did the lotus flower of love for Lord Gaura never grow  when again and again I planted it in the desert of my heart?

Text 13
bhumih prakampeta yadacirena
sri-gaura-namna natanais ca nityam tada prakampa-karanesu daivat
smareta man-nama janah sukhena
bhumih - the earth; prakampeta - will tremble; yada - when;  acirena - soon; sri�-gaura-namna - with the name of Lord Gaura;  natanais - with dancing; ca - and; nityam - always; tada - then;  prakampa-karanesu - among the causes of the trembling; daivat - by  destony; smareta - may remember; man-nama - my name; janah - the people;  sukhena - easily.
Soon the earth will shake with dancing and with the singing of Lord Gaura's names I pray that when that day comes the  people will remember my name as one of the persons who helped  to make it so.

Text 14
pasandy aham aho nityam
paraparadha-dharmakah ksamasva mam hare gaura
dehi me sadhu-dharmakam
pasandy - an offender; aham - I; ahah - Oh; nityam - always;  paraparadha-dharmakah - naturally offensive to others;  ksamasva - please forgive; mam - me; hare - O Hari; gaura - O Gaura;  dehi - please give; me - me; sadhu-dharmakam - the nature of a saintly  devotee.
I am an offender To offend others is my nature O Lord  Gaura please forgive me Please change my nature Please make me  a saintly devotee.

Text 15
prakirtayadbhih hari-nama-vrndam
bhaktair natadbhih sva-janair vrto yah langhan pranrtyaty ahahaiva premna
drsyeta drgbhyam mama gaura-krsnah
prakirtayadbhih - chanting; hari-nama-vrndam - the name sof Lord  Krsna; bhaktaih - by devotewes; natadbhih - dancing; sva-janaih - by  associates; vrtah - surrounded; yah - who; langhan - leaping;  pranrtyaty - dances; ahaha - aha; eva - indeed; premna - with love;  drsyeta - may beseen; drgbhyam - by the eyes; mama - of me; gaura- krsnah - Lord Gaura-Krsna.
Surrounded by devotees singing the holy names Lord Gaura- Krsna leaps and dances pushed by love for His beloved I pray  that some day I will see Him with my own eyes.

Text 16
sri-gaura-padabja-
modo bhuvane 'stu lokamita-modah
bhaktesta ihaiva
sri�-gaura - of Lord Gaura; padabja - of the lotus feet;  modah - fragrance; bhuvane - in the world; astu - is; loka - of the people;  amita - limitless; modah - happiness; bhakta - by the devotees;  ista - worshiped iha - here; eva - indeed.
May the fragrance of Lord Gaura's lotus feet enter this  world a fragrance that makes everyone wild with bliss.

Text 17
gitisa-natesa-
senapati-vrndam sri-gaura-su-sainyam
lokam vijayeta
giti - of songs; isa - masters; nata - of dancing;  isa - masters; senapati-vrndam - a host of generals; sri�-gaura-su- sainyam - the army of Lord Gaura; lokam - the world; vijayeta - will  conquer.
One day the armies of Lord Gaura will conquer the earth  armies led by singers and dancers.   

Text 18
prarthana-varasya maune
manase madiya istah purna-karano bhaveta
srila-gauracandradevah
prarthana-varasya - of the best of requests; maune - in  silence; manase - in the mind; madiya - my; istah - desired;  purna - fulfilled; karanah - the cause; bhaveta - may become; srila- gauracandradevah - Lord Gaura.
The request I never speak stays in my heart I pray Lord  Gaura will fulfill it.

Text 19
krura-manasaya deva
mamakaya duhkhitaya sad-dayaluta-gunam sri-
srila-gauracandra dehi
krura - cruel; manasaya - hear; deva - O Lord; mamakaya - my;  duhkhitaya - unhappy; sad-dayaluta - of mercy; gunam - the quality;  sri�-srila-gauracandra - O Lord Gaura; dehi - please give.
My heart is cruel O Lord Gauracandra please touch it and  make it kind.

Text 20
gaura gaura gaura gaura
gaura gaura gaura gaura ity aho sadaiva gayan
nrtya-karako bhavani
gaura - O Gaura; ity - thus; ahah - Oh; sada - always; eva - indeed;  gayan - singing; nrtya-karakah - dancing; bhavani - I will be.
May I become like a wild man dancing and singing the names  Gaura, Gaura!"

Text 21
bhupa nrsamsa-gunatam bhuvi vismaranti
kamandhaka mrgajalam bhuvi vismaranti sathyam satha ha ha ha ha bhuvi vismaranti
sri-gaura-matta-hrdayas ca natanti sarve
bhupah - the kings; nrsamsa-gunatam - cruelty; bhuvi - in the  world; vismaranti - forget; kamandhaka - they who are blinded by  lust; mrgajalam - the mirage; bhuvi - in the world; vismaranti - forget;  sathyam - cheating; satha - the cheaters; ha ha ha ha - aha!;  bhuvi - in the world; vismaranti - forget; sri�-gaura-matta- hrdayas - intoxicated by Lord Gaura; ca - and; natanti - dance;  sarve - all.
The cheaters have forgotten to cheat The tyrants have  forgotten to be cruel The hedonists have forgotten to chase  after the mirage of sense pleasure Everyone is wildly singing and  dancing intoxicated by the fragrance of Lord Gaura's lotus feet.

Text 22
gauda-desa-ravi-koti-kotika-
lasitojjvala-sudha-varaptaye  bhakta-pujita-padambujaya ca
srila-gauraharaye namamy aham
gauda-desa - in the country of Gauda; ravi - of suns; koti- kotika - millions and millions; lasita - ujjvala - shining;  sudha - nectar; vara - best; aptaye - for attaining; bhakta - by the  devotees; pujita - worshiped; padambujaya - lotus feet; ca - and;  srila-gauraharaye - to Lord Gaurahari; namamy aham - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura-Hari who is  splendid like a million suns rising on the horizon of Gauda- desa.

Text 23
sri-gaura gaureti bruvama uccai
yada tadaivadya kalir bhayena  sahasra-ghorakrtir adya kopi
kim kim kim artham prapalayate kim
sri�-gaura gaura - O Sri Gaura; iti - thus; bruvama - we say;  uccaih - loudly; yada - when; tada - then; eva - indeed; adya - now;  kalih - Kali; bhayena - with fear; sahasra - a thousand; ghora - gruesome;  akrtih - forms; adya - now; kopi - angry; kim - why?; kim - why?; kim  artham - why?; prapalayate - flees; kim - why?
A moment ago Kali-yuga surrounded us with a thousand  gruesome and ferocious forms Why did he flee when we called out  Gaura, Gaura!?

Text 24
aisyat palayanta ihaiva bhupa
hattat palayanta ihaiva vaisyah kim kim kim artham t� iha gaura-gitir
gayanti nrtyanti ca sarva-lokah
aisyat - from royal power; palayanta - flee; iha - here;  eva - indeed; bhupa - kings; hattat - from the marketplace;  palayanta - flee; iha - here; eva - indeed; vaisyah - merchants; kim - why?;  kim - why?; kim artham - why?; tv - indeed; iha - here; gaura-gitih - songs of  Lord Gaura; gayanti - sing; nrtyanti - dance; ca - and; sarva- lokah - everyone.
The merchants have fled the market The kings have fled from  thrones and palaces Why is everyone wildly dancing and singing Gaura,  Gaura!?

Text 25
sri-kesava-nama-
sangita-prapurnam sri-gaura-subhabja-
vaktram abhivande
sri�-kesava - of Lord Krsna; nama - the names; sangita - songs;  prapurnam - filled; sri�-gaura - of Lord gaura; subha - auspicious;  abja - lotus;  vaktram - mouth; abhivande - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura's graceful  lotus mouth always singing the nectar names of Lord Krsna.

Text 26
gaude pathi vande
san nrtyata istam sri-gaura-varasya
padambuja-yugmam
gaude - in Gauda-desa; pathi - on the pathways; vande - I bow;  san - being so; nrtyata - danicng; istam - worshiped; sri�-gaura- varasya - of Lord Gaura; padambuja-yugmam - the lotus feet.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura's feet which  danced on the pathways of Gauda-desa.

Text 27
namami bhaktya satatam pranamrah
ksiptaya surdhve natatah sukhena sri-krsna-krsneti pragayatah sri-
sri-srila-gaurasya bhujambujaya
namami - I bow; bhaktya - with devotion; satatam - always;  pranamrah - bowing; ksiptaya - toseed; surdhve - up; natatah - dancing; sukhena - happily; sri�-krsna-krsneti - Krsna, Krsna!;  pragayatah - singing; sri�-sri�-srila-gaurasya - of Lord Gaura;  bhujambujaya - to the lotus arms.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura's lotus arms  raised up as He dances and sings the names of Lord Krsna.

Text 28
namami bhaktya satatam pranamrah
sva-prestha-namavali-gayakasya baspaih prapurnaya vilasitaya
sri-srila-gaurasya drg-ambujaya
namami - I bow; bhaktya - with devotion; satatam - always;  pranamrah - bowing; sva-prestha - of His beloved; nama - of names;  avali - multitude; gayakasya - of the singer; baspaih - with tears;  prapurnaya - filled; vilasitaya - glistening; sri�-srila-gaurasya - of  Lord Gaura; drg-ambujaya - to the lotus eyes.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura's lotus eyes  filled with tears as He sings the names of His beloved

Text 29
gokulatavi-nikuja-vilase
sundare bhagavati kesavadeve akulaya satatam para-premna
srila-gauraharaye pranamami
gokulatavi - of Gokula forest; nikuja - in the groves;  vilase - pastimes; sundare - beautiful; bhagavati - to the Supreme  Personality of Godhead; kesavadeve - Lord Krsna; akulaya - filled;  satatam - always; para-premna - with transcendental love; srila- gauraharaye - to Lord Gaurahari; pranamami - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura-Hari who is  overcome with love for Lord Krsna the glorious Supreme  Personality of Godhead who enjoys pastimes in Gokula's forests.

Text 30
loka-loka-subha-karana-krsna-
prema-bhakti-vara-siksana-datre bhumi-loke avatara-karasya
srila-gauraharaye pranamami
loka - of the world; loka - of the people; subha - auspicious;  karana - cause; krsna - of Lord Krsna; prema-bhakti-vara - of loving  devotional service; siksana - of instruction; datre - to the  giver; bhumi-loke - in the world; avatara-karasya - incarnating; srila- gauraharaye - to Lord Gaurahari; pranamami - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura the teacher  of devotion who descended to this world to teach the people hou to love Him.   

Text 31
yasya loka-vasudha-sv-avatarah
kirtito 'sti paramayuta-padyaih  veda-murtibhir aho pasu tasmai
srila-gauraharaye pranamami
yasya - of whom; loka-vasudha - to the earth; su - transcendental;  avatarah - incarnation; kirtitah - glorified; asti - is;  paramayuta - millions; padyaih - with verses; veda-murtibhih - the  Vedas personified; ahah - aha; pasu - see; tasmai - to Him; srila- gauraharaye - Lord Gaurahari; pranamami - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura whose  descent into this world the Vedas personified predicted in a  thousand verses.

Text 32
yena gitibhir aho bhuvi hatte
badhita ku-kavi-darsana-kotih tarki-sangha-paramesa-varaya
srila-gauraharaye pranamami
yena - by whom; gitibhih - with songs; ahah - aha; bhuvi - in the world;  hatte - in the marketplace; badhita - refuted; ku - bewildered;  kavi - of philosophers; darsana - of philosophies; kotih - millions;  tarki - of philosophers; sangha - of the host; paramesa-varaya - to  the best; srila-gauraharaye - Lord Gaurahari; pranamami - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura who by  singing songs in the marketplace refuted the thousand competing  philosophies.   

Text 33
vrndavane sundara-kuja-vrnde
na venu-vadyasya sudham karoti sa eva bhaktaih hari-nama-gitih
karoti bhaktyadya harir vilasi
vrndavane - in Vrndavana; sundara-kuja-vrnde - with many  beautiful groves; na - not; venu-vadyasya - of playing the flute;  sudham - nectar; karoti - does; sa - he; eva - indeed; bhaktaih - by devotees;  hari-nama-gitih - singing the names of Lord Krsna; karoti - does;  bhaktya - with devotion; adya - now; harih - Lord Hari; vilasi - playful  and splendid.
No longer does He play the flute in the beautiful forest of  Vraja Now surrounded by the singing devotees He loudly sings  the holy names of Lord Hari.

Text 34
vraja-vipina-vare vamsi-
madhu-madhura-sudha-dhara iha bhavati harer nama-
madhu-madhura-sudha-dhara
vraja-vipina-vare - in the forest of Vraja; vamsi - of the  flute; madhu-madhura - very sweet; sudha - of nectar; dhara - flood;  iha - here; bhavati - is; hareh - of Lord Hari nama - the name; madhu- madhura-sudha-dhara - a very sweet flood of nectar.
A nectar stream of flute music has now become a nectar  stream of the holy names of Lord Hari

Text 35
caksame papinau dhurtau
sri-nityananda-himsakau  yatha tathaiva devesah
sri-gaurangah ksameta mam
caksame - forgave; papinau - sinners; dhurtau - wicked; sri�- nityananda-himsakau - who attacked Lord Nity.ananda; yatha - as;  tatha - so; eva - indeed; devesah - the master of the demigods; sri�- gaurangah - Lord Gaura; ksameta - may forgive; mam - me.
May Lord Gaura who forgave the two sinners that attacked  Lord Nityananda also forgive me.

Text 36
navadvipe padambhoje
'nrtyatam yasya lasite mama manasa-margesu
sa sri-gaurah pranrtyatu
navadvipe - in Navadvipa; padambhoje - lotus feet;  anrtyatam - danced; yasya - of whom; lasite - splendid; mama - of me;  manasa - of the heart; margesu - on the pathways; sa - he; sri�- gaurah - Lord Gaura; pranrtyatu - may dance.
May Lord Gaura whose lotus feet danced on the pathways of  Navadvipa dance in my thoughts.

Text 37
mleccham navadvipa-nrpam nrsamsam
yo bhartsayam asa sukhena harmye smeran sa devesvara-pujitanghrih
sri-gauracandrah hrdaye mamastu
mleccham - a barbarian; navadvipa-nrpam - the king of  Navadvipa; nrsamsam - cruel; yah - who; bhartsayam asa - threatened;  sukhena - happily; harmye - in the palace; smeran - smiling; sa - He;  devesvara-pujitanghrih - whose feet are worshiped by the great demigods; sri�-gauracandrah - Lord Gaura; hrdaye - in the heart;  mama - of me; astu - may be.
May Lord Gaura who smiled as He playfully threatened the  mleccha ruler of Navadvipa always stay in my heart.

Text 38
sardula-hasti-prabhrtin vilasi
pranartayam asa hi jangalesu sangapayam asa natan pragayan
sri-gauracandrah hrdaye mamastu
sardula - tigers; hasti - and elephants;  prabhrtin - beginning with; vilasi - playful; pranartayam  asa - made to dance; hi - indeed; jangalesu - in the jungles;  sangapayam asa - made to sing; natan - dancing; pragayan - singing;  sri�-gauracandrah - Lord Gaura; hrdaye - in the heart; mama - of me;  astu - may be.
May Lord Gaura who made the tigers and elephants in  the jungle dance and sing the holy names, always stay in my heart.

Text 39
yasyaiva dasaih jagati sudhaughaih
prapurita sri-hari-nama-vrndaih sri-gauracandrah karunamayo yo
manvita mam tasya padabja-dasam
yasya - of whom; eva - indeed; dasaih - by servants; jagati - the  world; sudha - of nectar; aughaih - with floods; prapurita - filled;  sri�-hari - of Lord Krsna; nama-vrndaih - with the holy names; sri�- gauracandrah - Lord Gaura; karunamayah - merciful; yah - who; manvita - may  think; mam - of me; tasya - of him; padabja-dasam - the servant of the  lotus feet.
May Lord Gaura whose devotees fill the worlds with the  sounds of His names count me among the servants of His lotus  feet.

Text 40
kasi-sarva-yati-sangha-samsadi
sankarasrita-matim nanasa yah srila-gaura iha mayika-matir
dravayeta hrdayan mama subhah
kasi - of Varanasi; sarva - all; yati-sangha - of sannyasis;  samsadi - in the assembly; sankarasrita-matim - the philosophy of  Sankara; nanasa - destroyed; yah - who; srila-gaura - Lord Gaura;  iha - here; mayika-matih - the ideas of illusion; dravayeta - may cause  to flee; hrdayat - from the heart; mama - of me; subhah - auspicious.
May Lord Gaura who destroyed the false theories of Sankara as the sannyasis of Varanasi watched chase the illusions from my  heart.

Text 41
draksyami kadaham
man-manasa-marge sri-gaura-padanka-
vrndam sura-pujyam
draksyami - will see; kada - when?; aham - I; man-manasa - of my  heart; marge - on the path; sri�-gaura - of Lord Gaura; pada - foot;  anka - marks;  vrndam - multitude; sura-pujyam - worshiped by the  demigods.
When will I look in my heart and see Lord Gaura's footprints  on the pathway of my thoughts?

Text 42
pasandi-karya-subha-krsna-nama-
gita-nimittam jagatiha saktim mahyam kada dasyati deva-devah
sri-gaura-krsnah karunardra-cittah
pasandi - by the offenders; karya - to be done;  subha - auspicious; krsna - of Lord Krsna; nama - names; gita - the  song; nimittam - the cause; jagati - in the world; iha - here;  saktim - the power; mahyam - to me; kada - when?; dasyati - will give; deva- devah - the master of the demigods; sri�-gaura-krsnah - Lord Gaura- Krsna; karunardra-cittah - His heart melting with compassion.
When will Lord Gaura be kind to me and give me the power to  make the foolish offenders of this world loudly sing His holy  names?

Text 43
samsara-lokavali-bandha-kara-
garali-tattvakhila-drsti-sakti dadatu mahyam karunardra-cittah
sri-gaura-krsnah vara-netra-yugmam
samsara-lokavali - the material worlds; bandha- karagarali - prisons; tattva - truth; akhila - all; drsti - sight;  sakti - power; dadatu - may give; mahyam - to me; karunardra-cittah - His  heart melting with compassion; sri�-gaura-krsnah - Lord Gaura-Krsna;  vara-netra-yugmam - excellent eyes.
May Lord Gaura give me the eyes to see this world as the  prison that it is and the so-called happinesses it contains as  the punishments that in truth they are.

Text 44
sri-krsnadasaya kavisa-namne
sri-gaura-lila-kathanaya vande sri-srila-vrndavanadasa-namne
sri-gaura-lila-kathanaya vande
sri�-krsnadasaya - of Sri Krsnadasa; kavisa-namne - named the  king of poets; sri-gaura-lila-kathanaya - description of Lord  Gaura's pastimes; vande - I bow; sri�-srila-vrndavanadasa-namne - named  Sri Vrndavanadasa; sri-gaura-lila-kathanaya - descriptions of  Lord Gaura's pastimes; vande - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Krsna dasa Kaviraja and  Vrndavana dasa Thakura by whose mercy we knou of Lord Gaura's  transcendental pastimes.

Text 45
naumi loka-hita-karana-karan
srila-krsna-para-nama-prakirtin srila-gaura-paramamita-saktin
srila-gaura-pada-pankaja-dasan
naumi - I praise; loka-hita-karana-karan - blessing the  worlds; srila-krsna-para-nama - the holy names of Lord Krsna;  prakirtin - glorifying; srila-gaura-paramamita-saktin - the power  of Lord Gaura; srila-gaura-pada-pankaja-dasan - servants of Lord  Gaura's lotus feet.
I offer my respectful obeisances to the devotees of Lord  Gaura Because of their sincere service Lord Gaura has given them  the power to preach the holy name of Lord Hari.

Text 46
krsna-rupa-vilasat-parinama-
cacala-lasita-murti-varaya bhakti-namra-sirasa su-sukhena
srila-gauraharaye pranamami
krsna-rupa - the form of Lord Krsna; vilasat - splendid;  parinama - transformation; cacala - lightning; lasita - splendid;  murti - form; varaya - best; bhakti-namra-sirasa - with a head bowing  with devotion; su-sukhena - happily; srila-gauraharaye - to Lord Gaura;  pranamami - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura-Hari who is  dark Lord Hari in a form splendid like lightning.

Text 47
he jani-vrnda gananesvara buddhi-sakte
naksatra-vrnda-ganane tava saktir asti urmisvarormi-ganane tava saktir asti
sri-gaura-kirti-ganane na tavasti saktih
he - O; jani-vrnda - philosophers; gananesvara - O masters of  counting; buddhi-sakte - intelligent; naksatra-vrnda - of the stars;  ganane - in counting; tava - of you; saktih - the power; asti - is;  urmisvara - of the ocean; urmi - the waves; ganane - in counting;  tava - of you; saktih - power; asti - is; sri�-gaura - of Lord Gaura;  kirti - of the glories; ganane - in counting; na - not; tava - of you;  asti - is; saktih - power.
My dear philosophers I knou that in a single moment you  have counted the waves in the ocean and the stars in the sky  Nevertheless please hear this from me Your attempt to count the  glories of Lord Gaura is already doomed to failure.

Text 48
sri-gaura-padasya
dutena varena mukto gurunaham
samsara-cayat syam
sri�-gaura-padasya - of Lord Gaura; dutena - by the messenger;  varena - excellent; muktah - liberated; guruna - by my spiritual  master; aham - I; samsara-cayat - from repeated birth and death;  syam - am.
Using my spiritual master as His messenger Lord Gaura  reached into this world to save me.

Text 49
samsara-saukhyam paramogra-tiktam
suskam t� anityam para-duhkham asti sri-gaura-namavalir eva nitya
sudha-su-dhara-madhurasti kintu
samsara - of the material world; saukhyam - happiness;  parama - most; ugra - horrible; tiktam - bitter; suskam - dry; tv - and;  anityam - temporary; para-duhkham - great suffering; asti - is; sri�- gaura-namavalih - the names of Lord Gaura; eva - indeed; nitya - eternal;  sudha - of nectar; su-dhara - a great flood; madhura - sweetness;  asti - is; kintu - however.
The brittle happinesses of this world soon turn bitter and  stale Only the name of Lord Gaura is always neu and sweet like  nectar.

Text 50
advaitadevena damodarena
sri-nityanandena gadadharena srivasa-namnapi samavrtaya
sri-gauracandraya namami nityam
advaitadevena - by Lord Advaita; damodarena - by Svarupa  Damodara; sri�-nityanandena - by Lord Nityananda; gadadharena - by Gadadhara; srivasa-namna - by Srivasa Thakura; api - also;  samavrtaya - accompanied; sri�-gauracandraya - to Lord Gaura; namami - I  bow; nityam - always.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura who is  surrounded by His associates Lord Nityananada Lord Advaita  Srivasa Thakura Gadadhara Pandita Svarupa Damodara and a  host of others.

Text 51
nrtyate sukha-smitam jaganatham
pasyate ratha-mahotsava-saukhye gaura-vigraha-varaya lasantam
srila-gauraharaye pranamami
nrtyate - dancing; sukha-smitam - happily smiling;  jaganatham - Lord Jagannatha; pasyate - seeing; ratha-mahotsava - of the  Rathayatar festival; saukhye - in the happiness; gaura-vigraha- varaya - th4e form of Lord Gaura; lasantam - shining; srila- gauraharaye - to Lord Gaura; pranamami - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura who danced  before Lord Jagannatha at the Rathayatra festival.

Text 52
nrtyate param alata-cakraka-
cacalaya jaganatham agratah divyate ratha-mahotsave vare
srila-gauraharaye namamy aham
nrtyate - dancing; param - great; alata-cakraka - firebranf;  cacalaya - moving; jaganatham - Lord Jagannatha; agratah - in the  presence; divyate - shines; ratha-mahotsave - at the Rathayatra  festival; vare - excellent; srila-gauraharaye - to Lord Gaura-Hari;  namamy - bow; aham - I.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura the dancing  whirling firebrand who filled the Rathayatra festival with wonder.

Text 53
satatam iha para gaura-
harijana-vilasal-lila muhur muhur apara mala
bhavatu mama gale malli
satatam - always; iha - here; para - great; gaura - of Lord Gaura;  harijana - devotees; vilasat - splendid; lilapastimes; muhuh - again;  muhuh - and again; apara - great; mala - garland; bhavatu - may be;  mama - of me; gale - on the neck; malli - of jasmine flowers.
May Lord Gaura's glorious pastimes with His devotees become  the jasmine garland I always wear around my neck.

Text 54
satatam iha para gaura-
harijana-vilasal-lila muhur muhur apara bhusa
bhavatu mama subha karne
satatam - always; iha - here; para - great; gaura - of Lord Gaura;  harijana - devotees; vilasat - splendid; lilapastimes; muhuh - again;  muhuh - and again; apara - great; bhusa - ornament; bhavatu - may be;  mama - of me; subha - auspicious; karne - on the ear.
May Lord Gaura's glorious pastimes with His devotees become  the auspicious ornament I always wear on my ear.

Text 55
satatam iha para gaura-
harijana-vilasal-lila muhur muhur aparam mitram
bhavatu mama subham parsve
satatam - always; iha - here; para - great; gaura - of Lord Gaura;  harijana - devotees; vilasat - splendid; lilapastimes; muhuh - again;  muhuh - and again; apara - great; mitram - friend; bhavatu - may be;  mama - of me; subham - auspicious; parsve - on the side.
May Lord Gaura's glorious pastimes with His devotees become  the auspicious friend who always stays in my company.

Text 56
sri-gaura-janma-sthalikam apasyam
srivasa-geha-sthalikam apasyam sri-gaura-sankirtana-bhumi-vrndam
kaih hetubhis t� evam apasyam eva
sri�-gaura-janma-sthalikam - the place of Lord Gaura's birth;  apasyam - I saw; srivasa-geha-sthalikam - the home of Srivasa;  apasyam - I saw; sri�-gaura-sankirtana-bhumi-vrndam - the place of  Lord Gaura's asnkirtana; kaih - by what?; hetubhih - causes; tv - indeed;  evam - thus; apasyam - I saw; eva - indeed.
I sau the place where Lord Gaura appeared in this world I  sau the places where Lord Gaura chanted the holy names I sau the  home of Srivasa Why was I allowed to see them� Hou is  it possible that I sau these places with my eyes?

Text 57
namamy aham man-nayanambhujabhyam
sri-gaura-lila-krta-darsanabhyam saubhagya-puraih paripuritabhyam
kaih hetubhis te tu mayapi prapte
namamy - bow; aham - I; man-nayanambhujabhyam - to my one lotu  eyes; sri�-gaura-lila - the pastimes of Lord Gaura; krta - done;  darsanabhyam - the sight; saubhagya-puraih - with a flood of good  fortune; paripuritabhyam - filled; kaih - by what?; hetubhih - reasons;  te - they; tu - indeed; maya - by me; api - also; prapte - attained.
I stop for a moment and I bou down to offer my respectful  obeisances to my eyes My eyes are very fortunate for they have  seen the places of Lord Gaura's pastimes Hou was I able to get  such eyes?

Text 58
netre krtaghne mama napi mitre
sri-gaura-lila-sthalam eva prapte premna lasad-baspa-prapurite na
sri-gaura-gaureti-prakirtanena
netre - eyes; krtaghne - ungrateful; mama - of me; na - not; api - also;  mitre - friends; sri�-gaura-lila-sthalam - the place of Lord Gaura's  pastimes; eva - indeed; prapte - attained; premna - with love; lasad- baspa-prapurite - flooded with glistening tears; na - not; sri�- gaura-gaura - Sri Gaura Gaura; iti - thus; prakirtanena - with the  chanting.
My eyes are very ungrateful They are not my true friends  Even though I generously showed them the places of Lord Gaura's  pastimes, they still refuse to weep when I chant the names Gaura,  Gaura!

Text 59
sri-gaura-lilah katidhabruvam te
mad-bhavane ta nanu santi mrdvyah kim kim kim artham tvam aho krtaghna
t� anyam katham icchasi kim kim artham
sri-gaura-lilah - Lord Gaura's pastimes; katidha - bou  many times?; abruvam - I spoke; te - to you; mat-bhavane - O my mind;  tah - they; nanu - is it not so?; santi - are; mrdvyah - sweet; kim - why?;  kim - why?; kim artham - why?; tvam - you; ahah - aha!;  krtaghna - ungrateful; tv - indeed; anyam - other; katham - topices;  icchasi - desire; kim - why?; kim artham - why?.
O my thoughts many times I have sung Lord Gaura's  wonderful pastimes so you might hear them Are they not sweet  like nectar� Why are you so ungrateful� Why do you wish that I  sing something else?

Text 60
kadaiva saubhagya-dinam vicitram
bhavisyatidam mama saukhya-danam yatraiva sokakulito bhavisye
sri-gauracandra-virahe bhuviha
kada - when?; eva - indeed; saubhagya - fortunate; dinam - day;  vicitram - wonderful; bhavisyati - will be; idam - this; mama - of me;  saukhya - of happiness; danam - charity; yatra - where; eva - indeed;  soka - with grief; akulitah - overcome; bhavisye - I will be; sri�- gauracandra - of Lord Gaura; virahe - in the separation; bhuvi - in this  world; iha - here.
Some day I will weep again and again inconsolable because I  am separated from Lord Gaura When will that fortunate day come  before me?

Text 61
sri-gauracandro 'sti mamaiva jivah
sri-gauracandro 'sti mamaiva vittam anyani vittani bhuviha mitra
lostasma-vrndani madiya-drstyai
sri�-gauracandrah - Lord gaura; asti - is; mama - of me; eva - indeed;  jivah - the life; sri�-gauracandrah - Lord Gaura; asti - is; mama - of me;  eva - indeed; vittam - the treasure; anyani - other; vittani - wealth;  bhuvi - in this world; iha - here; mitra - O friend; losta - of dry  sticks; asma - of pebbles; vrndani - heaps; madiya-drstyai - to my  eyes.
Lord Gaura is my life and soul He is my great treasure O  my mind the other treasures you try to tempt me with are only a  pile of pebbles and dry sticks.

Text 62
sri-gaura-dipo lasatiha loke
kalau tamisram t� adhunasti nastam maya-cchalam nastam aho vikuntha-
goloka-margas ca pradrsya eva
sri�-gaura-dipah - the lamp fop Lord Gaura; lasati - shines;  iha - here; loke - in this world; kalau - in Kali-yuga; tamisram - darkness;  tv - indeed; adhuna - now; asti - is; nastam - destroyed; maya - of  maya; chalam - the tricks; nastam - destroyed; ahah - Oh; vikuntha - to  the spiritual world; goloka - of Goloka; margas - the path; ca - also;  pradrsya - visible; eva - indeed.
Lord Gaura is the brilliant lamp that lights up the  darkness of Kali See, Nou the tricks of maya are exposed for what  they are See, Nou the path from this world to the spiritual  world of Goloka is visible to all who would see it.

Text 63
sri-gauracandra-pada-pankaje 'smin
trailokya-bhumau bhuvi kasyamane sri-gaura-lilamrta-divya-dhara
druvaty aho sarva-sthalesu loke
sri�-gauracandra-pada-pankaje - the lotus feet of Lord Gaura;  asmin - in this; trailokya-bhumau - three worlds; bhuvi - in the world;  kasyamane - shining; sri�-gaura-lilamrta-divya-dhara - the flood  of the nectar of Lord Gaura's pastimes; druvaty - flows; ahah - aha;  sarva - all; sthalesu - in places; loke - in the world.
Lord Gaura placed His lotus feet in this world and nou the  nectar stream of Lord Gaura's pastimes flows everywhere.

Text 64
kah krpamaya-varo 'sti bhagyavat-
gaura-bhakta-kulatah parah bhuvi divya-sadhu-guna-bhusanakulam
gaura-bhakta-kulam anamamy aham
kah - who; krpamaya-varah - more merciful; asti - is;  bhagyavat - fortunate; gaura-bhakta-kulatah - than the devotees of  Lord Gaura; parah - more; bhuvi - in this world; divya - glittering;  sadhu - of the saintly devotees; guna - of the virtues;  bhusana - the ornaments; akulam - filled; gaura-bhakta - of the  devotees of Lord Gaura; kulam - to the multitude; anamamy - bow;  aham - I.
I offer my respectful obeisances to the fortunate devotees of Lord  Gaura who are decorated with the glittering ornaments of the  virtues of great saints Who is more merciful than they�

Text 65
sri-gaura-lilah srutayoh dadhami
sri-gaura-namani dadhami vaci sri-gaura-sastram karane dadhami
sri-gaura-padau ca dadhami sirse
sri�-gaura-lilah - Lord Gaura's pastimes; srutayoh - on the ears;  dadhami - I place; sri�-gaura-namani - Lord Gaura's names; dadhami - I  place; vaci - on the voice; sri�-gaura-sastram - Lord Gaura's  orders; karane - on the actions; dadhami - I place; sri�-gaura-padau - to  Lord Gaura's feet; ca - and; dadhami - I place; sirse - on my head.
I place Lord Gaura's pastimes on my ears I place Lord  Gaura's names on my voice I place Lord Gaura's feet on my head  I place Lord Gaura's orders on my will to action

Text 66
madiya-citte su-sarovare kim
arohitasyaiva sudha-dalasya sri-gauracandranghri-mahotpalasya
gandhena matto sukhito bhavisye
madiya-citte - in my heart; su-sarovare - in the beautiful lake; kim - whether?; arohitasya - growing; eva - indeed; sudha - nectar;  dalasya - petals; sri�-gauracandra - of Lord Gaura; anghri - of the fet;  mahotpalasya - of the l;otus flower; gandhena - with the fragrance;  mattah - intixicated; sukhitah - happy; bhavisye - I will be.
When will I become intoxicated by smelling the sweet  fragrance of the lotus flower of Lord Gaura's feet in the lake of  my heart?

Text 67
arambha evayam aho batayam
kalir yugo ghorataro 'cirena bhavisyatihaiva sakhe priya tvam
ma tistha ma tistha pragaccha gauram
arambha - beginning; eva - indeed; ayam - this; aho bata - indeed;  ayam - this; kalih - Kali; yugah - yuga; ghoratarah - very horrible;  acirena - soon; bhavisyati - will become; iha - here; eva - indeed;  sakhe - O friend; priya - O dear one; tvam - you; ma - don't; tistha - stay;  ma - don't; tistha - stay; pragaccha gauram - to Lord Gaura.
This is only the beginning The Kali-yuga will become much  more horrible still Don't stay Don't stay Go Go to Lord  Gaura's feet.

Text 68
van mitra van mitra dadami tubhyam
sri-gaura-namavalikam sudhaugham ma vaksi ma vaksi dayalutaya
abhava-bhavam tvayi me tadaiva
vak - O voice; mitra - O friend; vak - voice; mitra - friend; dadami - I  give; tubhyam - to you; sri�-gaura-namavalikam - the names of Lord Gaura;  sudha - of nectar; augham - a flood; ma - don't; vaksi - say; ma - don't;  vaksi - say; dayalutayah - of mercy; abhava - non-esixtence; bhavam- nature; tvayi - to you; me - of me; tada - then; eva - indeed.
O my voice I gave you the holy names of Lord Gaura to sing  Please do not say I have not been kind to you.

Text 69
nrsimha-vat papi-janasya nasam
samakarosi svajanasrayas tvam sri-gaura mam pahi vipatsu loke
sri-gaura mam pahi vipatsu loke
nrsimha - Lord Nrsimha; vat - like; papi-janasya - of a sinner;  nasam - destruction; samakarosi - You do; svajana - of Your  devotees; asrayah - the shelter; tvam - TYou; sri�-gaura - O Lord Gaura;  mam - me; pahi - please protect; vipatsu - in calamities; loke - in the  world.
O Lord Gaura who became like Lord Nrsimha to destroy the  offenders please protect me as I stay in this dangerous world.

Text 70
sri-sri-navadvipa-sthalesu divya-
margesu nityesu sudhamrtani sri-gauracandranghri-sarojakasya
cihnani vande sirasa sukhena
sri�-sri�-navadvipa-sthalesu - in places in Navadvipa;  divya - transcendental; margesu - in pathways; nityesu - eternal;  sudhamrtani - nectar; sri�-gauracandranghri-sarojakasya - of Lord  Gaura's lotus feet; cihnani - the marks; vande - I bow;  sirasa - with my head; sukhena - happily.
I bou my head in the footprints Lord Gaura left in the  sacred land of Navadvipa.

Text 71
sri-srila-vrndavanadasa-namnah
sri-krsna-dasasya ca pustakau dvau dadami tubhyam nanu citta mitre
ma gaccha ma gaccha vidura-desan
sri�-srila-vrndavanadasa-namnah - named Sri Vrndavanadasa;  sri�-krsna-dasasya - of Sri Krsnadasa; ca - and; pustakau - books;  dvau - two; dadami - I give; tubhyam - to you; nanu - is it not so?; citta - O  mind; mitra - O friend; ma - don't; gaccha - go; ma - don't; gaccha - go;  vidura-desan - far away.
O my mind please do not wander here and there Have I not  already given you a home in the books of Krsna dasa Kaviraja and  Vrndavana dasa Thakura?

Text 72
madiya-citte srnu varnayani
dasam su-sokam na ihaiva bhumyam janmany anantani bhavisyake nau
sri-gaura-puja param eka-trata
madiya-citte - O my heart; srnu - please hear; varnayani - I  will describe; dasam - the condition; su-sokam - lamentable; na - not;  iha - here; eva - indeed; bhumyam - in the world; janmany - births;  anantani - limitless; bhavisyake - will be; nau - of us; sri�-gaura - of Lord  Gaura; puja - the worship; param - then; eka - only; trata - protector.
O my heart please let me impress on you the gravity of  our situation We are nou trapped in the world of birth and  death We are destined to suffer again and again Our only hope  our only chance to escape is if you and I sincerely worship the  lotus feet of Lord Gaura.

Text 73
jayati jayati gaurah patra-vid-hasya-lilo
jayati jayati gaurah srivasokah-pranrtyah jayati jayati gaurah matr-prema-pradano
jayati jayati gaurah pattanantah-pragitih
jayati - glory; jayati - glory; gaurah - to Lord Gaura; patra - of  leaves; vit - a merchant; hasya - joking; lilah - pastimes; srivasa - of  Srivasa; okah - in the home; pranrtyah - dancing; matr - for his  mother; prema - loving; pradanah - giving; pattanantah - in the  city; pragitih - singing.
Glory to Lord Gaura who joked with Kholaveca Sridhara,  Glory to Lord Gaura who danced in Srivasa's courtyard, Glory to  Lord Gaura who dearly loved His mother Saci-devi, Glory to Lord  Gaura who danced and sang in the streets of Navadvipa!

Text 74
gaura-keli-para-giti-kotika
dehi kavya-kara-vrnda me srutau gaura-keli-para-citra-kotika
dehi citra-kara-vrnda me drsi
gaura-keli - the pastimes of Lord Gaura; para-giti - songs;  kotika - millions; dehi - please give; kavya-kara-vrnda - O poets; me - to  me; srutau - ears; gaura-keli - of Lord Gaura's pastimes; para-citra- kotika - millions of pictures; dehi - please give; citra-kara-vrnda - O  painters; me - of me; drsi - to the eyes.
O poets please give us a million songs glorifying Lord  Gaura's pastimes Please give this gift to our ears O painters  please paint a million pictures of Lord Gaura's wonderful  pastimes Please give this gift to our eyes.

Text 75
tulayam daksine pakse
gaura-nama samarpayet vama-pakse jagat-saukhyam
gaura-nama-samam na hi
tulayam - on the scale; daksine - on the right; pakse - side;  gaura-nama - Lord Gaura's name; samarpayet - places; vama-pakse - on the  left side; jagat-saukhyam - the happiness of the material world;  gaura-nama-samam - equal to Lord Gaura's name; na - not; hi - indeeed.
On one side of the scale I placed Lord Gaura's name That  side at once fell to the ground with a loud sound On the other side I  put one by one all the happinesses of the material world When  there was nothing else left to place on that side of the scale  the side with Lord Gaura's name had still not moved even slightly  from where it was at the first.

Text 76
sri-krsna-sankirtana utsavese
simhesa-koty-arbuda-ghosa-samya krtaiva yena hari-nama-gitih
sri-gaura-krsnaya namami nityam
sri�-krsna-sankirtana - Sri Krsna-sankirtana; utsavese - in the  king of festivals; simhesa - of regal lions; koty-arbuda - many  millions; ghosa - roaring; samya - equal; krta - done; eva - indeed;  yena - by whom; hari-nama-gitih - the songs of Lord Gaura� snames; sri�- gaura-krsnaya - to Lord Gaura-Krsna; namami - I bow; nityam - always.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura whose  chanting in the tumultuous Sri Krsna-sankirtana is like the  roaring of ten million lions.

Text 77
kalpa-valli-vana-koti-samyaka
kalpa-vrksa-vana-koti-samyaka yasya divya-karunasti sarvatah
srila-gaura-haraye namamy aham
kalpa-valli - kalpa-lata; vana - foreests; koti - ten million;  samyaka - like; kalpa-vrksa-vana-koti - ten million kalpa-vrksa  forests; samyaka - like; yasya - of whom; divya- karuna - transcendental mercy; asti - is; sarvatah - in all respects;  srila-gaura-haraye - to Lord Gaura-Hari; namamy - bow; aham - I.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura whose mercy  is like ten million kalpa-lata� and kalpa-vrksa forests.

Text 78
mulya-hina-vilasat-para-cinta-
ratna-kosi-pura-koti-samana yasya divya-karunasti hi tasmai
srila-gaura-haraye pranamami
mulya - price; hina - without; vilasat - glittering;  para - transcendental; cinta-ratna - of cintamani jewels; kosi - of  treasuries; pura - of cities; koti - ten million; samana - equal;  yasya - of whom; divya-karuna - transcendental mercy; asti - is;  hi - indeed; tasmai - to Him; srila-gaura-haraye - Sri Gaura-Hari;  pranamami - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura whose mercy  is like ten million treasuries of cintamani jewels.

Text 79
koti-koti-kamalatavi-vrndat
sundarani vilasanti parani yasya deha-paramanga-cayani
srila-gaura-haraye pranamami
koti-koti - millions of millions; kamala - lotus;  atavi - forests; vrndat - than a multitude; sundarani - beautiful;  vilasanti - shin; parani - more; yasya - of whom; deha-paramanga- cayani - the limbs; srila-gaura-haraye - to Sri Gaura-Hari; pranamami - I  bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura whose limbs  are more graceful than ten million forests of lotus flowers.

Text 80
saradiya-paramamrta-rasmi-
koti-koty-udayad-indu-samana manda-manda-hasitam haha yasya
srila-gaura-haraye pranamami
saradiya - autumn; paramamrta-rasmi - nectar moonlight;  koti-koty - millions of millions; udayat - rising; indu - moons;  samana - like; manda-manda-hasitam - gentle smile; haha - aha; yasya - of  whom; srila-gaura-haraye - to Sri Gaura-Hari; pranamami - I bow.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord Gaura whose smile  is like ten million rising autumn moons.

Text 81
sri-srila-gaurasya hi parsadena
sridhara-namnapi samam vilasam srutva mamantah-karanam vivarti
bhavisyatihaiva na purvavat tat
sri�-srila-gaurasya - of Lord Gaura; hi - indeed; parsadena - an  associate; sridhara-namna - named Sridhara; api - also; samam - with;  vilasam - pastimes; srutva - hearing; mama - my; antah- karanam - heart; vivarti - changed; bhavisyati - will be; iha - here;  eva - indeed; na - not; purva - before; vat - like; tat - that.
Nou that I have heard the pastimes of Lord Gaura with  Kholaveca Sridhara my heart is not the same I will never  be the same again.

Text 82
he pajika-karaka dehi panjim
sri-gaura-lilali-prati-ksanadhyam ksanesu sarvesu mahotsavesam
kurmah praharsan nata-giti-vrndaih
he - O; pajika-karaka - calendar-makers; dehi - please give;  panjim - a calendar; sri�-gaura-lilali - pastimes of Lord Guara;  prati - for every; ksana - momebnt; adhyam - opulent;  ksanesu - moments; sarvesu - at every; mahotsavesam - a great  festival; kurmah - we do; praharsat - happily; nata-giti-vrndaih - with singing and dancing.
O calendar-makers please give us a calendar with a  different pastime of Lord Gaura for every half-second Moment by  moment we will observe a great festival for each of these  pastimes a festival with great singing and dancing.

Text 83
jayati jayati gaurah sri-navadvipa-candro
jayati jayati nityananda-devah krpaluh jayati jayati devo vaisnavadvaita-candro
jayati jayati sarvam bhakta-vrndam prabhos ca
jayati - glory; gaurah - to Lord gaura; sri�-navadvipa-candrah - the  moon of Navadvipa; nityananda-devah - to Lord Nityananda;  krpaluh - merciful; devah - Lord; vaisnava - Vaisnava; advaita- candrah - Advaita; sarvam - all; bhakta-vrndam - the devotees;  prabhos - of the Lord; ca - and.
Glory to Lord Gaura the moon of Navadvipa, Glory to  merciful Lord Nityananda, Glory to Lord Advaitacandra the leader  of the Vaisnavas, Glory to all the devotees of Lord Gaura!

Text 84
sri-gaura-nirdesa-varesvarena
sri-krsna-lila-sthala-vrndakasya ucchadanam sarva-krtam hi yabhyam
namamy aham rupa-sanatanabhyam
sri�-gaura-nirdesa-varesvarena - by the regal order of Lord  Gaura; sri�-krsna-lila-sthala- vrndakasya - of the places of Lord Krsna's pastimes;  ucchadanam - uncovering; sarva-krtam - completely did; hi - indeed;  yabhyam - by whom; namamy - bow; aham - I; rupa- sanatanabhyam - to Sri Rupa and Sri Sanatana.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Srila Rupa Gosvami and  Srila Sanatana Gosvami who by Lord Gaura's order uncovered the  holy places of Lord Krsna pastimes in Vrndavana.

Text 85
sri-gaura-nirdesa-varesvarena
sri-krsna-lila-kathanani yabhyam krtani sastrani su-sundarani
namamy aham rupa-sanatanabhyam
sri�-gaura-nirdesa-varesvarena - by tghe regal order ofLord  Gaura; sri�-krsna-lila-kathanani - description of the pastimes of  Lord Krsna; yabhyam - by whom; krtani - done; sastrani - books; su- sundarani - very beautiful; namamy - bow; aham - I; rupa- sanatanabhyam - to Sri Rupa and Sri Sanatana.
I offer my respectful obeisances to Srila Rupa Gosvami and  Srila Sanatana Gosvami who by Lord Gaura's order wrote beautiful  books describing the pastimes of Lord Krsna.

Text 86
sri-gaura-candrena krtam subhena
devena bhaktakrti-vrttikena siksastakam sundara-padya-vittam
haro 'sti kanthe mama nityam istah
sri�-gaura-candrena - by Lord Gaura; krtam - done;  subhena - auspicious; devena - Lord; bhaktakrti-vrttikena - with the  activities of a mdevotee; siksastakamSiksastaka;  sundara-padya-vittam - a treasury of beautiful verses;  harah - necklace; asti - is; kanthe - on the neck; mama - of me;  nityam - always; istah - worshiped.
The beautiful Siksastaka of Lord Gaura who has assumed the  role of a devotee is the necklace I always wear around my neck.

Text 87
sri-gaura-candrena krtam subhena
devena bhaktakrti-vrttikena siksastakam sundara-padya-vittam
netrau mama sto bhuvi janma-vrnde
sri�-gaura-candrena - by Lord Gaura; krtam - done;  subhena - auspicious; devena - Lord; bhaktakrti-vrttikena - with the  activities of a mdevotee; siksastakamSiksastaka;  sundara-padya-vittam - a treasury of beautiful verses; netrau - eyes;  mama - mine; stah - are; bhuvi - in the world; janma-vrnde - of many births.
The beautiful Siksastaka of Lord Gaura who has assumed the  role of a devotee is my eyes in this world of birth and death.

Text 88
sri-gaura-lila-su-vicitra-citra-
vrndani citrali-karah kurudhvam imani drstva ha ha vismaramah
ku-janma-mrtyv-avali-bandha-bhumim
sri�-gaura-lila - of Lord Gaura's pastimes; su-vicitra - very  wonderful and colorful; citra-vrndani - pictures; citrali-karah - O  painters; kurudhvam - please do; imani - them; drstva - seeing; ha  ha - aha; vismaramah - we forget; ku-janma-mrty�-avali-bandha- bhumim - a world that is a chain of births and deaths.
Painters please paint many wonderful and colorful pictures  of Lord Gaura's pastimes Looking at these pictures, we will  forget that we live in a world that is a chain of births and  deaths.

Text 89
atraiva gaurah prajagau nanartapy
atraiva gaurasya nivasanam ca iti srutibhyam su-sukhat kadaiva
srutva bhavisyami kapola-baspah
atra - here; eva - indeed; gaurah - Lord Gaura; prajagau - sang;  nanarta - danced; apy - also; atra - here; eva - indeed; gaurasya - of Lord  Gaura; nivasanam - the home; ca - and; iti - thus; srutibhyam - with the  ears; su-sukhat - happily; kada - when; eva - indeed; srutva - hearing;  bhavisyami - I will become; kapola - on the cheeks; baspah - tears .
Here Lord Gaura sang and danced Here was His  house" When hearing these words as I tour the land of Mayapura  will tears silently glide down my cheeks?

Text 90
sri-gaura-lila-jaganatha-deva-
ksetre kadaiva bhramanam karisye kadaiva divye tapanasya gehe
namsyamy aham namra-sirah sukhena
sri�-gaura-lila - of Lord Gaura's pastimes; jaganatha-deva - and  of Lord Jagannatha; ksetre - in the place; kada - when?; eva - indeed;  bhramanam - wandering; karisye - I will do; kada - when?; eva - indeed;  divye - transcendental; tapanasya - of Tapana Misra; gehe - in the hom;  namsyamy - bow; aham - I; namra-sirah - with bowed head sukhena.
When will I tour the places of Lord Gaura's pastimes in  Jagannatha Puri� When will I place my head to the ground in  Tapana Misra's home�

Text 91
bhramany aham daksina-desa eva
sri-gaura-margam t� anuyani bhaktya sri-gaura-lila-sthalakani vandai
sri-gaura-gaureti prakirtayani
bhramany - wander; aham - I; daksina-desa - in the southern  countries; eva - indeed; sri�-gaura-margam - the path fo Lord gaura;  tv - indeed; anuyani - I will follow; bhaktya - with devotion; sri�- gaura-lila-sthalakani - the places of Lord Gaura's pastimes; vandai - I  bow; sri�-gaura� Sri Gaura; gaura - Gaura; iti - thus; prakirtayani - I  will chant.
I will tour Daksina-desa following Lord Gaura's path At  every place where He enjoyed pastimes I will place my head on the  ground At every place I will sing Gaura, Gaura!

Text 92
sri-radhika-kunda-tate matir me
parisyate kim su-vicitra-citraih sri-krsna-namali-pragayakasya
gaurasya nityam vraja-dhama-sthasya
sri�-radhika-kunda-tate - at the shor eof Radha�-kunda;  matih - thoughts; me - of me; parisyate - will become filled; kim - whether?;  su-vicitra-citraih - with wonderful pictures; sri�-krsna-namali- pragayakasya - singing the names of Lord Krsna; gaurasya - of Lord  Gaura; nityam - always; vraja-dhama-sthasya - staying in Vraja- dhama.
When as I sit by sacred Radha�-kunda will my thoughts  become filled with wonderful and colorful pictures of Lord Gaura  chanting Hari, Hari, in the land of Vraja?

Text 93
gaurasya citraih mama purite grhe
matke 'ksini hanta yada yada yada unmilite stas tu tada tada tada
sri-gaura-murtim paramam prapasyatah
gaurasya - of Lord gaura; citraih - with pictures; mama - my;  purite - filled; grhe - in the hom; matke - my; aksini - eyes;  hanta - indeed; yada yada yada - whenever; unmilite - opened;  stah - are; tu - indeed; tada tada tada - then; sri�-gaura - of Lord  Gaura; murtim - the form; paramam - transcendental;  prapasyatah - see.
My home will be filled with pictures of Lord Gaura At any  time my eyes are open I will see the glorious transcendental  form of Lord Gaura.

Text 94
nityam paramesam
mayapura-candram sri-gaura-mukundam
vande su-sukhena
nityam - again and again; paramesam - the Supreme Personality of  Godhead; mayapura-candram - the moon of Mayapura; sri�-gaura- mukundam - Sri Gaura-Krsna;  vande - I bow; su-sukhena - happily.
Again and again I offer my respectful obeisances to Lord  Gaura-Krsna the moon of Mayapura the Supreme Personality of  Godhead.

Text 95
sri-krsna-namani purisu jangale
sankirtayisyami kalau yuge sada sevayam adyaiva mamastu bhaktitah
sri-gauracandranghri-saroja-yugmake
sri�-krsna-namani - the holy names of Lord Krsna; purisu - in  the cities; jangale - in the jungle; sankirtayisyami - I will chant;  kalau - in kali-yuga; yuge - yuag; sada - always; seva - service;  ayam - this; adya - now; eva - indeed; mama - of me; astu - may be;  bhaktitah - with devotion; sri�-gauracandranghri-saroja-yugmake - to  the lotus feet of Lord Gaura.
In the streets of the jungle-cities of Kali-yuga I will sing  the names of Lord Krsna That will be my service to Lord  Gauracandra's lotus feet.

Text 96
sardula-hastisvara-nrtya-gitika-
karyapti-dano bhuvi jangalesu yah sri-gaura-krsnah kali-loka-nartana-
gita-nimittah sa dadatu saktiikah
sardula-hastisvara - the tigers and elephants;  nrtya - dancing; gitika - singing; karyapti - activities; danah - gift;  bhuvi - in this world; jangalesu - in the jungles; yah - who; sri�- gaura-krsnah - Sri Gaura - Krsna; kali-loka - the people of Kali-yuga;  nartana - dancing; gita - amd singing; nimittah - the cause; sa - He;  dadatu - may give; saktiikah - the power.
May Lord Gaura-Krsna who made the tigers and elephants dance in  the forest of Jharikhanda give me the power to make the people in  the jungle-cities of Kali-yuga sing the holy names of Lord Krsna.

Text 97
kasi-puradvaiti-mukunda-bhaktika-
vrtty-apti-dano karunardra-manasah sri-gaura-krsnah kali-loka-kesava-
bhakti-nimittah sa dadatu saktiikah

kasi-pura - in Varanasi; advaiti - to the impersonalists;  mukunda-bhaktika - of devotion to Lord Krsna; vrtty-apti - the  activities; danah - gift; karunardra-manasah - His heart melting  with mercy; sri�-gaura-krsnah - Sri Gaura-Krsna; kali-loka - to the  peopl eof Kali-yuga; kesava-bhakti - of devotional service  to Lord Krsna; nimittah - the cause; sa - He; dadatu - may give;  saktiikah - the power.
May Lord Gaura-Krsna who defeated the mayavadis of  Varanasi give me the power to convince the atheists  pasandis and melcchas of Kali-yuga to dedicate their lives  to the worship of Lord Krsna.

Text 98
sri-gaura-govinda-vicitra-tattvam
sasani bhumyam kali-loka-vrndam sevayam adyaiva mamastu bhaktya
sri-gauracandranghri-saroja-yugme
sri�-gaura-govinda-vicitra-tattvam - the wonderful truth of  Lord gaura and Lord Govinda; sasani - I will teach; bhumyam - in  the world; kali-loka-vrndam - to the people of Kali-yuga;  seva - service; ayam - this; adya - now; eva - indeed; mama - of me;  astu - may be; bhaktya - with devotion; sri�-gauracandranghri-saroja- yugme - at ther lotus feet of Lord Gaura.
I will work to teach the people of Kali-yuga the truth of  Lord Krsna and Lord Gaura That will be my service to Lord  Gauracandra's lotus feet in this world.

Text 99
janmarbuda-papa-
sammarjana-saktih jiyat para-devah
sri-gaura-mukundah
janma - births; arbuda - millions; papa - of sins; sammarjana- saktih - cleansing; jiyat - all glories; para-devah - to the Supreme  Personality of Godhead;  sri-gaura-mukundah - Sri Gaura-Krsna.
Glory to Lord Gaura-Mukunda who washes away the sins of  millions of births!

Text 100
mayapura-dhama-
nityamita-lilah jiyat para-devah
sri-gaura-mukundah
mayapura-dhama - in mayapura; nitya - eternal;  amita - limitless; lilah - pastimes; jiyat - all glories; para- devah - the Supreme Personality of Godhead; sri-gaura- mukundah - Sri Gaura-Krsna.
Glory to Lord Gaura-Mukunda who enjoys pastimes eternally in  the spiritual abode of Mayapura!

Text 101
samsara-nibaddha-
duhkharta-janasa jiyat para-devah
sri-gaura-mukundah
samsara - material world; nibaddha - bound;  duhkharta - suffering; jana - of the people; asa - hope;  jiyat - all glories; para-devah - the Supreme Personality of  Godhead; sri-gaura-mukundah - Sri Gaura-Krsna.
Glory to Lord Gaura-Mukunda whose kindness is our only hope  in this world of birth and death!

Text 102
vijayati su-navadvipa-
rajanipati-varah subhrah parama-para-manoramo
jayati jayati gaurangah
vijayati - all glories; su-navadvipa - of Navadvipa;  rajanipati-varah - the moon; subhrah - splendid; parama-para- manoramah - handsome; jayati - glories; jayati - glories; gaurangah - to Lord  Gaura.
Glory to Lord Gauranga the splendid moon of Navadvipa!

Text 103
mayapura-dhamni
matuh subha-sacyah ananda ihaiva
jiyad dhari-gaurah
mayapura-dhamni - in Mayapura; matuh - of His mother;  subha - beutiful; sacyah - Saci; ananda - bliss; iha - here;  eva - indeed; jiyat - all glories; hari-gaurah - to Gaura-Krsna.
Glory to Lord Gaura-Krsna in Sridhama Mayapura the delight  of Saci-devi!

Text 104
samsara-nibaddha-
jivavali-moksah jiyat para-devah
sri-gaura-mukundah
samsara - in the material world; nibaddha - bound; jiva - of  individual souls; avali - multitude; moksah - liberation;  jiyat - all glories; para-devah - the Supreme Personality of Godhead;  sri-gaura-mukundah - Sri Gaura-Krsna.
Glory to Lord Gaura-Mukunda who came to this world to  rescue the jivas trapped in the prison of birth and death!

Text 105
santapta-suvarna-
bhasa-para-dehah jiyat para-devah
sri-gaura-mukundah
santapta - molten; suvarna - gold; bhasa - splendor;  para - transcendental; dehah - body; jiyat - all glories; para-devah - the Supreme Personality of Godhead; sri-gaura- mukundah - Sri Gaura-Krsna.
Glory to Lord Gaura-Mukunda whose limbs are more splendid  than molten gold!

Text 106
mitram para-nica-
lokavali-moksah jiyat para-devah
sri-gaura-mukundah
mitram - the friend; para-nica - of the most fallen;  lokavali - people; moksah - liberation; jiyat - all glories; para- devah - the Supreme Personality of Godhead; sri-gaura- mukundah - Sri Gaura-Krsna.
Glory to Lord Gaura-Mukunda the friend and deliverer of the  fallen!

Text 107
sri-kesava-nama-
sankirtana-tatah jiyat para-devah
sri-gaura-mukundah
sri�-kesava-nama - the names of Lord Krsna; sankirtana - of the  chanting; tatah - the father; jiyat - all glories; para-devah - the  Supreme Personality of Godhead; sri-gaura-mukundah - Sri Gaura- Krsna.
Glory to Lord Gaura-Mukunda the father of the Sri Krsna- sankirtana movement!

Text 108
jayati jayati gaurango
jayati jayati gaurangah
jayati jayati gaurango
jayati jayati gaurangah
jayati - glory; gaurangah - to Lord Gaura.
Glory glory glory glory glory glory glory glory to  Lord Gauranga!


Daaso'smi,
Srinath



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Re: Struggling in Brahmacharya


Dear prabhu,

     Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! My humble pranams!

     I understand how you are feeling and I really want to share with you my experiences with illicit sex and masturbation.

     I have posted a very long and elaborate article on this subject. It is not complete, but it should drive the point clear. My spiritual master and the devotees on the forum gave me the advice that thinking about sex is the same as illicit sex itself, no difference. The best solution is to see everyone as a devotee for who they really are and accept that the Lord is watching us all the time. When you understand that you are harming another devotee in front of the Lord, you can't do it. It was shocking truth.

      To understand it thoroughly, please see my post http://nitaai.net/forums/viewtopic.php?id=2979#top. It is very important. I will soon add one more article to it that will complete the series. My sincere thanks for having raised these topics. As sadhakas there are many who suffer from problems and who are unable to confess it to devotees and there are also few devotees willing to speak frankly about it. I think we must meet the problem straight

      I humbly feel we must also do loud, loud kirtan, or if that is not possible, atleast audibly and slowly. The power of the Holy names of the Lord will and surely will get rid of lust

Daaso'smi,
Srinath



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Re: Krishna: Incarnation of Vishnu?


Dear Matus prabhu,

        Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! My humble pranams!

        In my opinion, the best answer is given by Krishnadas Kaviraja Gosvami in Caitanya Caritamrta Adi Lila Chapter 2. Please see http://vedabase.net/cc/adi/2/en

        This should answer everything! smile

Daaso'smi,
Srinath



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Re: Advice for the Youth and Students


Dear devotees,

        Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! Please accept my respectful obeisances!

        Hadai Prabhu's humble appeal to all spiritual aspirants : Many people feel quite guilty that they have wasted so much time in their life and have committed such dreadful sins. Do not worry. On the material platform, the body heals itself very fast, so within no time you will have recovered. Mentally the loud chanting of the Holy names of the Lord, in particular the most merciful names of "Nityananda! Gauranga" and the most sweet "Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Hare Raama Hare Raama Raama Raama Hare Hare" destroy unlimited impurities in no time at all. So your mind will be purified in no time.

      But real healing is at the spiritual level where the names of the Lord bring the soul out of impersonalism and into personalism. That is what spiritual development is all about.

     We beg such people that the devotees are ALWAYS there and that they will NEVER turn you away no matter what. Please, put your guilt behind. The past is gone. The Lord and His devotees never look at those faults. Those just apply to the dead material mind and body. They are not your real nature.

       You are SOUL. Servant of the Lord. You are devotees, and your real position is to be in the spiritual world with the Lord and His devotees. Ultimately none of these bad qualities are of the soul. They just belong to the false ego. As a soul you are a perfect devotee, free of all faults and perfectly, lovingly, eternally, devoted to the Supreme Lord Gauranga Krishna and His devotees. So please look at yourselves and all other living entites as devotees.

       The more you see everyone as a devotee, the more you activate that principle within yourself and others. And when you do that, someday that real nature has to come out! smile

      The best time and the only time you have is NOW. Past is gone, future is unknown, you have only the present. There is never an ideal situation for spiritual practice in the material world, so do not postpone your chanting.

      You only have the present moment, so NOW's the best time to chant.

      When you chant NOW, then any situation in the material world will become ideal for chanting and making progress. Then by the mercy of the Lord, all situations will BECOME IDEAL.

       So surrender, surrender, SURRENDER,  chant, chant, and CHANT,  AND GO FORWARD TOWARDS THE LORD!

Daao'smi,
Srinath



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Re: Advice for the Youth and Students


Dear Vaishnavas,

        Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! Please accept my respectful obeisances!

         Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! My humble obeisances to all of you!

        To sum up, let's take it from the start. For those who cannot go through the whole article, I request you to atleast read this one article.

        People ask, "What's wrong with illicit sex?", offering various excuses. But when we see it from the Absolute Level, we can only ask back, "What is NOT wrong?" My dear friends, I request you not to deny this medicine even if it is very bitter. It is the humble request of Hadai Nityananda Dasa prabhu at whose request this topic has been started to always see from the Absolute level, now that we all know what it is. He has requested us to see others as devotees and to always keep in mind that the Lord KNOWS and SEES EVERYTHING!. No one cheats the Lord, but one can only cheat oneself.

       When you know that masturbation (illicit sex) is sin,
       When you know that it is so damaging to physical, mental and spiritual health,
       When you know that it takes you to hell,
       When you know that there is no happiness but only violence and agitation
       When you know that thinking about illicit sex is the same as actually doing it
       When you know that masturbation is never different from, but identical to the sin of sexually abusing others against their will,
       When you know that it is another devotee, another Vaishnava and servant of the Lord you hurt,
       When you know that the Lord is watching you hurt his devotee
       When you know that you can't cheat the Lord who knows and sees all,
       When you know that you are only cheating yourself,
       When you know that it is insulting the Lord,
       When you know that it is lila aparadha,
       When you know that it is madhurya bhakti aparadha,
       When you know that it is Gopi-Aparadha,
       When you know that it is Sahajiyaism,
       When you know that you're trying to become God to vulgarly enjoy others as a drug,
       When you know that it is nothing but Mayavadism at its dirt cheapest,

       When you know how much the Lord loves you
       When you know how personal He wants to be with you,
       When you know how much our actions hurt the tender heart of the Lord who shows so much mercy just for one drop of our love,
       When you realize that the Lord eternally keeps coming after you despite all of what has been told till now,
       When you know that the Lord forgives it in spite of all when you first chant "Nityananda! Gauranga! Hare Krishna!"
       When you realize that the Lord sells Himself to us fallen sinners just because we chant Him as His most merciful Name,
       When you realize how everyone in the spiritual world is desperate to rescue you,
       When you realize how they worry themselves sick out of compassion for you,
       When you realize how the spiritual masters spend 200 gallons of blood for just one soul,

       When you realize how the Lord and his devotees deliver not just one Jagai and Madhai, but all Jagais and Madhais in unlimited universes that are ourselves,
       When you continuously chant the Holy names of the Lord in naama-sankirtana,
       When you kick impersonalism away for good and embrace personalism and devotion,
       When you realize the true spiritual taste,
       When you realize that the Lord treats you just as He treats His dearest devotees,
       When you realize how happy the devotees are to have you with them eternally,

       When the Lord and his devotees completely get rid of your mountain of guilt by replacing it with a mountain of devotion,
       When you realize what is really meant by the words "Mercy of the Lord and His devotees",
       When you realize real, eternal, infinite, yet ever increasing spiritual happiness and love,

       Then you'll spit at lust, and never masturbate ever!!!!!!!!
     
       I understand that putting this sensitive issue forward so bluntly is shocking, but as Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati himself said in Brahma Samhita, indecorum is only a social relativistic perception and fear of sounding indecent should not stop one from realizing the truth because after all, truth is truth even if it is very bitter. But even the 'Bitter' Truth has a very sweet ending as shown in that poem.

Daaso'smi,
Srinath



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Re: Advice for the Youth and Students


Dear Vaishnavas,

      Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! My most respectful pranams to all of you.

      I have hesitated to write this for a very long time owing to my disqualifications and my insincerity. But now I realize that it is the right time to share this final realization I had on illicit sex, masturbation and the like.

      To do this, I must directly quote from a confidential part of Srimad Bhagavatam :

      SB 10.33.30: One who is not a great controller should never imitate the behavior of ruling personalities, even mentally. If out of foolishness an ordinary person does imitate such behavior, he will simply destroy himself, just as a person who is not Rudra would destroy himself if he tried to drink an ocean of poison.

       A severe warning is given to those who think they can also imitate the intimate conjugal pastimes of the Lord like the sahajiyas, etc.  One must never imitate the Lord, even in mind, or else the consequences are far too grave.  You may wonder why I quote this verse and jump into high confidential pastimes. But there is a reason. Nowhere is this verse more appropriate than the problem of illicit sex and masturbation.

      Sex -- lust, is a highly perverted and distorted, impersonalistic mutant of the pure love that exists in the spiritual world. The Lord relishes pure sweet prema with his devotees. In the material world, which is an IMITATION of the spiritual world, this is distorted and manifested as LUST. Hence devotees, please think about it, "What are we doing while masturbating?" Do you get the hint and put two and two together?

       When we are overwhelmed by lusty desires, we are thinking that we are enjoying with some woman in our mind aren't we? By doing this are we not IMITATING the Lord in a most vulgar, perverted and horrible way? We are doing exactly what is highly forbidden by the scriptures. We are vulgarly imitating the Lord and trying to be God ourselves, but in the process we commit a very great sin.

       Impersonalistic Mayavadism says that the soul is God bewildered by maya. Impersonalists think themselves to be the Lord in delusion. Therefore this whole idea of we trying to imitate the Lord is also Mayavadism. So masturbation and illicit sex is mayavada too! Actually this is why this impersonalism is the ultimate disease of the soul -- because it deludes us to think we are Krishna.

       We declare ourselves to be the enjoyers and though we may not be aware of it, we are also sahajiyas, doing what they do. Our mind wants to do some so called 'lila' and get some mundane 'pleasure' thinking that I am God, I enjoy others. But when we are the servant of the Lord, we are not the enjoyers, rather we are the servitors, assisting the devotees in letting the Lord enjoy. When he enjoys, it is pure and totally faultless, no lust. But when we try to take his postion, are we not committing a grave offence to Him?

        Not only to we imitate the Lord, we are also knowingly or unknowingly mocking and offending his pure confidential pastimes! Yes, we insult his pastimes, making mimicry of them in a petty, degraded way, by imitating. We insult his pure pastimes. Oh my Lord Nitaai, that is SO sinful! That is such a big aparadha -- to insult the pastimes of the Lord. By our character, we bring a bad name to the Lord's pastimes and we allow ourselves, and OTHERS, to think badly of the Lord's pastimes. It's because of our fault that people misunderstand the Lord's conjugal pastimes as lusty affairs. We mastubators and sahajiyas have created this name and we have offered the biggest insult at those pastimes which are the life and soul of the Lord and all His devotees.

        We not only insult the Lord, we are also insulting the Lord's devotees. What could be more painful for a Vaishnava than to see his Lord's lila be disturbed and mocked in this way? Not only that, our mind deep within, especially in masturbation is trying to think that, "I am Krishna and some woman is gopi" NONSENSE. We are committing a great offense by considering ordinary women to be like the most respectful gopis of Vrindavana. We are equating material bodies made of stool, bones, blood and pus with the residents of the spiritual world and that way we are trying show our sinful desires to commit offenses towards the Vrajavasis by thinking so badly of them.

        We know that we'll be totally devastated if we do that, so we are trying to cover it up by considering ordinary women to be equal to the Vrajavasis.  Vice versa, we are also indirectly insulting Radharani and all the gopis by trying to bring them down to the level of ordinary women. We should treat that highest plane with total respect and hold it high. We are totally unqualified to even think of it and here we are openly attempting to degrade it to the material level so that we can offend the Lord's devotees, our gurus, and our parampara by thinking of enjoying with women!!

   Do you see? Masturabation is gopi aparadha too! Insulting Radha-Krishna and their servants.....? What sort of a beast am I????**********

         Now the third part, we not only insult the Lord's pastimes, we also insult virtually all the supporting staff, namely all the other devotees of the Lord. By insulting the Lord we blaspheme all those who serve the Lord as well. The whole purpose of existence is to make arrangements for the Lord's pastimes, and if we insult those who serve those pastimes like, "Who are you? I am the Lord, I am the enjoyer, serve me!" we consider them as our servants. Those whom we should serve are made our servants.

         We must consider for a minute how much the Lord is pained when he sees his devotees being insulted in such a vulgar manner. Especially his most dear devotees. Think of His heart. He is extending His hand to us through his most merciful Holy names of Nityananda Gauranga and he comes all the way to us just for a little drop of love. Does He really need us. No. He has better people to serve Him, better than what we'll ever be. But still he wants our love and feels separation from us, and for this he comes all the way down and gives us the topmost treasure as freely as throwing away garbage!

       But if we give Him so much pain, aren't we being the most ungrateful wretches in the universe? We are hurting the Lord's butter soft heart. He is willing to forget everything we did before as if there was no yesterday and he is ready to open all His love and he is willing to get completely personal in his loving relationship with each one of us. He has an infinite  set of pastimes, qualities, etc... tailor made for each one of us and He is so eager to come and dance with each one of us so much that we all think, "I alone am His most loved one!" He is willing to get that personal with us and if we hurt His heart deeply in return for His loving requests, what level of ingratitude must we be having. We are just monsters!

       In my previous articles I tried my best to prove that masturbation, and thereby all illicit sex is ultimately Vaishnava aparadha because all souls are actually devotees (sleeping for now) and we are therefore harming devotees right in front of the Lord who watches everything. What a realization!  And now we go even further and realize that it is nothing but impersonalism acting at its lowest level and a direct aparadha to the Lord, his pastimes and his dearest devotees and their servants. This is why sex, lust is the root cause of material entanglement and always takes us further away from the Lord.

        This is why our acharyas said, "NO ILLICIT SEX". Your whole life may have been turned upside down by now, but please this is not meant to hurt you or find fault, etc. It is the TRUTH. Truth must never be kept concealed from genuine spiritual sadhakas. Please read my epilogue where I have summed it all up.

Daaso'smi,
Srinath



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