Dear prabhu,
Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krishna! My pranams to you!
You are absolutely right. The moment we are out of touch with spirit, immediately illusion attacks us and we must never assume we are safe even though we have been trouble free for years. Awareness is very important as we tend to get carried away by our thoughts till we wake up and realize that we've drifted off course.
Whatever happens we must never listen to the mind -- very true. The mind often gives us thoughts that look very pleasant or make us feel good, things that really have appeal, like heroism for example. Often it manifest pure fantasy and speculation before us which looks so tempting and nice -- but from repeated experiences I can tell you that it's all a lie that simply wastes huge amounts of energy towards material efforts and leaves you spiritually dull like a case of burn out.
However nice, however wonderful, however fantastic the proposals of the mind should be, we must learn to say a big 'No!' to it all. It takes a lot of effort to stop distraction, but it is actually easy to do if it is done continuously. We may find ourselves having to say 'No' and turn towards the names even several thousand times a day as at least one thought bubble comes into the mind per second, but this constant spiritual training is the only way to stop distraction completely.
First of all I have noticed than when people ask beginners what they want to become, everyone says things like, "I want to be a pilot, I want to be a millionaire, I want to be a sports star, I want to become a musician....etc." but surprisingly no one says, "I want to become a pure devotee and chant the Lord's names perfectly." I noticed it in myself, then in others. I never dreamed of becoming a pure devotee! Surprising isn't it?
So here is the problem -- there is no spiritual goal!! No motivating force, no purpose! Materialistic people have ambitions and goals and they work hard day and night trying to attain that goal. I wanted to come to the best college in the country, so I spent 2 years in intensive study and a lot of travelling, walking the tightrope. My time was totally engaged with just enough spare time to sleep. But spiritually I never set the goal!
Without a goal, we are just like a horse running randomly without its driver or reins -- the mind will go in one direction, then another, etc.. and never get anywhere in particular. It's time to stop following bhakti simply out of a sake of duty and instead make it one's ultimate goal to become a pure servant of the Lord and His devotees and work towards that. It's time to seriously ask, "What am I supposed to become in my life? What am I doing?" and then set the spiritual goal and concentrate on that. It's never easy, but nothing comes easy. But we just have to accept that we have to practise, practise and practise some more. then the acceptance itself makes it possible. It's time for constant motivation.
Daaso'smi,
Srinath
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