Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Nityananda Prabhu's Mercy
Nityananda Prabhu's Mercy
Shrila B.R. Sridhar Maharaja
Srila Sridhar Maharaj: Nityananda Prabhu is the most merciful, even to the offenders. His nature is of a peculiar type, a special type, such that whom even Mahaprabhu is rejecting, He is keeping them, giving them assurance: "No, no, don't be hopeless..." Nityananda Prabhu's mercy was shown in this way in the pastime of Mahaprabhu and Kala-Krsna dasa.
Kala-Krsna dasa was accompanying Mahaprabhu on His journey in south India, and there he did something wrong: he left Mahaprabhu's personal association, enticed by the Bhattatharis, the gypsy women. This occurred in south Kerala, Karnataka, the place of Madhvacarya. The people of that province, both men and women, are reputed to be very beautiful. Their complexion is very good, as well as their features and their figures; Gandhi referred to that place as the 'land of the fairies'. And Kala-Krsna dasa was enticed, and left Mahaprabhu's association.
That even in the direct company of Mahaprabhu, Kala-Krsna dasa was deviated from Him, he could be taken away, is certainly also for our instruction. But utilising His special power, Mahaprabhu rescued Kala-Krsna dasa from the gypsies' camp; and later, after taking him to Jagannath Puri, Mahaprabhu released him from His service, saying "He is of such nature; but, anyhow, I have taken him from the hands of those villifiers. Now I release him, he may go anywhere." But Nityananda Prabhu utilised Kala-Krsna dasa, He again gave him service: "Go to Saci devi and inform her that Mahaprabhu has arrived in Puri safely after two years tour in the south country. Mahaprabhu's safe arrival give this news to Saci devi." Despite Mahaprabhu's rejection, still Kala-Krsna dasa was utilised, by Nityananda Prabhu.
When I was preaching in Madras there was a similar case which I can remember. Myself and Hayagriva brahmacari ( later he became Sripad Madhava Maharaj) were preaching there, and we sent one boy to the Madras Centre of Gaudiya Math. He was staying there and serving, as a brahmacari, but then he became misguided. Sripad B.P. Tirtha Maharaj, who was at that time quite elderly, was in charge of the Math there, and he punished that fallen brahmacari by ousting him, sending him away from the Math.
He managed to stay in some other place in the city, then, after Sripad Tirtha Maharaj had left Madras, that boy came to Hayagriva and myself, pleading: "You please give permission, let me stay in the Math." We told him, "Guru Maharaj is very soon coming here; at that time, you come..." Then when Guru Maharaj came, to officially open the new lecture hall, we put the case to him: "This boy came for service, but then he had to leave, for such a reason; but again now he wants to stay in the Math. We have told him, 'Guru Maharaj is coming, and you come at that time'; now, he has come, what to do with him?"
Then our Guru Maharaj, Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakur, said: "Mahaprabhu did not take Kala-Krsna dasa after he was seduced by the Bhattatharis' showing him a lady, a girl. So, I can't accept him. But Nityananda Prabhu kept him, and gave him engagement. So you should keep him." A peculiar position we then found ourselves in! I thought: "Gurudev, you are all-in-all our leader, our unconditional Lord; you can't accept him, then how can we give him shelter, being under your guidance?" That was a puzzle: "How can we do it? If you can't accept, then how can we?" But Guru Maharaj has said, "I can't accept him; but you should keep him...." And we had to adjust with that.
From this we can trace the line of benevolence and causeless mercy. The line of causeless mercy is extending from the Centre, but the extension gets the more intense position: "Go to see the mercy department, take yourself there; perhaps, there is some arrangement to help, to accept you..." Just as in a hospital, the general department disappoints the patient: "No, we can't accept such patients as you here. But, you may try the other department. There, you will find more accomodation". And after going there and checking, the patient finds them to be of such type: "Here we can accept all. There is arrangement for you." In this way we find the servants are more benevolent, more even than their Lord. It is inconceivable.
In seeing the mood of humility as expressed in different ways by Krsnadas Kaviraj Goswami and Vrndavan das Thakur, I also came to some revolutionary understanding about this.
While writing Sri Caitanya-caritamrta, Kaviraj Goswami has expressed so much humility, humility of such a degree, that he says "My position is the worst; I am a sinner far worse than Jagai and Madhai, I am lower than the worm in the stool. If anyone hears my name, his merit will be diminished; and if anyone speaks my name, he commits sin such kind of wretched person I am. But the grace of Nityananda Prabhu has taken me up from such a nasty pit, taken me to Rupa-Sanatana, to Raghunatha das, and to divine Vrindavan.
I should not proclaim this, I should not speak in such a way, that "I have got something" but if I do not say so, then it will show ingratitude to Nityananda Prabhu, I would be a traitor to Him. So I shall have to say, to admit, "I have got something"; and that is by the grace of Nityananda. It is all His property, His grace, otherwise there is nothing, no worth at all in me." With so much humility Kaviraj Goswami is approaching the public and appealing to them to come to Gaura-Nityananda.
But Vrindavan das Thakur, in his writing, says, "I appeal most fervently and with the greatest humility to you all: accept Nityananda and Sri Gauranga! You'll get the best benefit of your life. This I urgently beg you, with the utmost humility, with a straw between my teeth. But if such appeal of mine fails, and if still you want to put blame on Nityananda-Gauranga, then I just kick you! I kick such a person, demoniac person."
eta parihare o ye papi ninda kare
tabe lathi maron ta'ra sirera upare
(C. Bhag. Madhya 11:63)
"If in spite of hearing the glories of Nityananda, one blasphemes Him, then I kick the head of such a sinful person."
To this, the ordinary commentators will say, "Kaviraj Goswami and others, they are humiliating themselves so much, they are appealing in such a humble way. But this Vrndavan das! What kind of egoistic fellow is he? He says, he kicks those who do not come to hear his Gaura-Nityananda. He'll kick them! Such a boast, so proud he is he a Vaisnava? Is this type of person a Vaisnava? Trnad api sunicena, taror api sahisnuna: more humble than straw, more tolerant than a tree is he of this type?"
This is how Vrindavan Thakur's statement is met by the ordinary thinkers; but not long after joining the Gaudiya Math, I heard a revolutionary remark from our Guru Maharaj, Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakur, in which we find a most peculiar meaning or explanation. He said: "For those who had no chance, no possibility of entering into devotional service, by this statement Vrindavan Thakur has created a path. For those who had no chance of getting any service, Vrindavan Thakur has made that chance by kicking them." How is it so?
Guru Maharaj explained, "Vrindavan Thakur has pronounced such a bold expression against those unbelieving persons to wound their feelings, so that Krsna will come to their aid. Just as, if any attendant or son of a gentleman does wrong to some other person, then that person's guardians will come to help their dependent: "Oh, what he has done to you, don't mind it; look here, I am giving something to you be pleased, and go on, happily..."
So, because Vrindavan Thakur has in such an ostentatious way apparently committed some wrong against that particular unbelieving section, it will draw Krsna's attention; Mahaprabhu's special attention will be drawn towards them, that "My son has done something wrong, some damage to you; don't take it badly, but forgive and forget now, I am giving something to you, come..."
In this way Vrindavan Thakur has made a new path, by threatening the unbelievers in Gaura-Nityananda; by his strong remark of very abusive character, he has given the chance to those fellows to draw the greater and more special attention of the authority.
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