...bhakt question?....

Nityananada! Gauranga! Hare Krsna! dear Gurudeva, please accept my obiesances.

Rose this morning for mangala arati and tulsi arati...kirtan with new mahdal (its pleasing to the heart for sweet kirtan). Lately I have been perplexed with various doctrines and religions and scriptures, trying to find harmony and understanding.

I was reflecting on Jagannatha Gauranga dasa's wisdom in regards to kirtan. And the spirit of transcendental devotion (free of the mind stuff).

Chapter 2 bg text 52-53  was class this morning:

'When your intellect emerges from the thicket of delusion, you shall become disgusted with all that has been heard and all that is to be heard. Thereafter, when your intellect is fixed and not perplexed by scriptural injunctions, you shall attain yoga-samadhi.'

I realized by Jagannatha Gauranga prabhu's grace, that the bliss internally of bhakti is freedom from...'the anxieties and complexities of religious vision'. I am very happy to have a mahdal drum, it is like small mrdanga...and is much sweeter and musical to play than just karatals which are a bit noisy on their own...thank you for your patience Gurudeva with me latey.

I still long for tangible association (and have opportunity five minute bike ride away, in small church that is broad and mystical) but unfortunately not many extract the essence and wisdom of bhakti/buddhi. So I dont know what to do? what would you suggest?

Salvation and the duality involved is not my way and peace of heart. I find my peace in bhakti and singing and internal bliss.

Can i grow on my own with just internet association? And simple life at home (I like simple)?

What do you think is best for my development Maharaja?

aspiring your Lotus Feet...Nava Gauranga dasa.
haribol!

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