Monday, May 19, 2008
Thoughts to Share...
Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krsna. Dear friends, I want to share several insignificant thoughts with you.
We are happiest persons in universe to be here on this forum and site! It just pop-up today in my heart - just understand, we are most fortunate persons! This body will perish sooner or later, but we got this rarest, in did rarest opportunity to chant Holy Names of Nityananda and Gauranga! How rare this is! We may have no qualifications, we are fallen and sinful, but yet, somehow or other we are here, together in this sankirtana-yagya, trying to personally chant Holy Names and to distribute to others! This is movement of mercy!
I am feeling so happy and thankful within my heart just to be here around. I am not serious in my devotion or practice but just to be around here is so rare! All of you are rarest and highest souls and i am happy to be here! I am reading and listening your glorifications about Lord Nitaai and Gaura Naam, about this process of bhakti. Thank you dear friends for helping me and others in this path.You are trying to give Krsna to others, in did you are mahajans and dearest friends of every soul!
Today I was thinking about this. Sometimes I am asking myself how I came here? When I am seeing devotion and level of surrender and personal sadhana of Gurudeva and devotees I am feeling like alien. But I have small have drop of faith in his words and teachings, and faith that by his mercy fool like me can become servant of devotees and Naam.
This movement is not different from Supreme Lord. This Nitaai Naam Yoga is identical with Him and we are so happy to be here! What more we can ask! Let us pray always to be here, regardless our disqualifications and shortcomings and let us try to personally absorb and give this Nitaai-Gaura Naam to others. That will satisfy Our Gurudeva and whole parampara most.
Sorry for my sentimental approach.
Hoping to become devotee someday,
Igor
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