Re: Vyasa Puja Dec 1 2008

Dear Gurudev,

Nityanada ! Gauranga ! Hare Krishna !

I am feeling very guilty to write so late. Unfortunately I realized about this just today. May be this is a good lesson for me to know how much behind I am in spiritual progress compared to the young and elder devotees here.

My heart really has unlimited love for you but I am finding it very difficult to put them in words here.

I still remember when I chatted with you for the first time in April this year I was criticizing Nityananda Gauranga Naam. Yet you were so merciful, you patiently kept on explaining the truth to me and finally by your mercy I got convinced about the truth. I agree that for offending you that time I should have been punished but still by your mercy you made that association into a benediction for me.

I have been so selfish in talking to you. I always kept on disturbing you with my material problems ( even till date ) still you so kindly and patiently kept on hearing it and kept on increasing my enthusiasm in bhakti.

I know I am very weak in bhakti but as long as I have your association I am simply not scared of any fall down. I have associated with lots of devotees but only association with you has proved to be a benediction for me. Of course this proves that you are such a powerful representative of Lord Nityananda. So many times simply thinking of you have brought tears in my eyes. I still remember just recently I cried continuously for hours thinking about the mercy you showed to me by patiently hearing me all the time. When I don't talk to you either by chat or phone I get totally mad and have thus made it a habbit to talk to you regularly. As I said I am not being able to express my love for you properly in words here but I am sure you have read the love in my heart for you. One thing I want to tell you for sure about which there is no doubt. You are the best guru in past, present and future and I am PROUD to be your disciple.

Jaya Gurudev ! Jaya Guruparampara !

Your Eternal Servant,
Mihir.

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