Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Re: Diary of chanting aspirant
Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krsna
Dear Venkatji, thank you so much for your words. You are right -" The only thing we need to be anxious about is chanting and how to increase the quantity and quality; and how to please Vaishnavas. Nothing else." That is supreme formula for attaining succes in life.
Sometimes it is hard for me to understand that many Indian borm persons do not accept Lord Gauranga and devotional service. To be born in Bharata-varsa is great advantage, with little or no efford person may get everything for devotional progress.
Story about your neibhour and Mum is really inspirative. Lord Gauranga's Holy Name is cintamani, touchstone of the soul. We are very fortunate to get this rarest oportynity to chant Nityananda and Gauranga Mantrarajas and on that way bring greatest benefit for our families and humanity in large.
Thank you for sharing Prabhupada's words with me. I realised that I am too much in fear of "what will be if would be", and that this is just lack of faith that Lord is Supreme Controlor and Friend. Taking shelter of Naam is again - only solution. All roads are leading to Naam.
I have accepted my possition as punishment for unlimited aparadhas and sinfull activities from past lives, but Lord is so mercifull that He gave me oportynity to listen about Him, to read about His activities, to came in contact with His pure representative Our Gurudeva Swami Gaurangapada and to at least try to practice this sublime process. Therefore we are most fortunate.
I also want humbly to ask you to please give me your blessings so that someday I may serve Gurudeva on some usefull way, and chant Naam nicely. Vaisnavas are desire-trees and if somehow or other we may get their blessings, our life may become perfect.
Thank you so much for your words. I will try to surrender more to Naam. That is ultimate solution for all our problems.
hoping to become servant of devotees, Igor
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